we breath everyday as we are counting down our day(s) to death...

Wednesday, January 30

"About You Now"

"About You Now"

by : Sugababes



It was so easy that night
Should have been strong
Yeah, I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant?
There was nothing to compare to

I know everything changes
All the settings
And faces
But I know how I feel about you
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cause I know How I feel
About you now
I was dumb
I was wrong
I let you down
But I know
How I feel
About you now

All that takes
One more chance
Don't let our last kiss
Be our last
Give me tonight
And I'll show you

I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
'Cause I know how I feel about you
Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cause I know
How I feel
About you now
I was dumb
I was wrong
I let you down
But I know
How I feel
About you now

Not a day
Passed me by
Not a day
Passed me by
Where I don't think about you
And there's no moving on
'Cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
'Cause I know
How I feel
About you now
I was dumb
I was wrong
I let you down
But I know
How I feel
About you now

But I know
How I feel
About you now
Yeah I know
How I feel
About you now

Saturday, January 26

Manusia Bodoh

KATANYA teman baik itu selalu ada buat kita,

waktu kita senang,
waktu kita sedih,

KATANYA !!!

Kata siapa tuh ?

Buktinya orang-orang yang gua anggap teman baik ga begitu tuh.

Makanya, sekarang gua tanya...

Siapa yang bodoh sekarang ???

Pilihan pertama :

Salahnya gua -
yang sembarangan label-in orang sebagai teman baik, padahal mereka gak berpikir yang sama tentang gua.

Pilihan kedua :

Salah gak Salah.
Talk only, no action - or worse, Think only, but no talk and no action.
Teman baik gua sebenarnya baik. Cuma mungkin mereka gak sempat / gak berani memperlihatkannya terang-terangan, mungkin karena malu, gengsi, dll.

Pilihan ketiga :

Fu*k off. Go get a new friend. They are sucks !!!


Berhubung gua sekarang uda tau, and uda bisa kira-kirain teman2 yang mana yang gua punya sekarang, kalaupun ada satu hari gua lagi susah, atau mungkin lagi ada masalah, dan akhirnya gua pun sendiri, gua uda bisa hadapin itu.

Bukan karena teman baik gua jahat, yahh... mungkin mereka lagi sibuk UJIAN - kan ujian itu lebih penting dari masalah 'teman'. Atau mungkin mereka itu gak tau harus ngomong apa untuk menghibur gua. Syukur-syukur gua di-sms-in, tapi jangan berharap lebih seperti diteleponin atau bahkan mereka langsung nyamperin gua. NOT GONNA HAPPEN !!!
Semuanya terlalu egois dan terlalu memikirkan urusannya masing-masing. Pacarnya lah, berita artis favoritnya lah, dll.

Yang paling memuakkan adalah waktu semuanya mau kembali berkumpul bersama. Pasti semua kata-kata manis seperti "Aduh, gua uda kangen banget.", "Best Friends forever yah..", and kata-kata menjijikkan seperti itulah yang keluar dari mulut MEREKA.

Why the hell would I call you a best friend when I know you're not here when I'm down ?

Jadi kenapa kalau ditanya 'Siapa Best Friend kamu ?', dan hanya nama-nama orang seperti merekalah yang bisa terpikir di otak gua. Entahlah! Mungkin gua terlalu bodoh, walaupun uda tau kenyataannya seperti itu, gua akan selalu tetap menganggap mereka itu :

Teman Baik gua.

Si Bodoh,
myc.

Sunday, January 20

Dream before you wake up

ooh.. it's weekend (again!).
since the course started with only 4 days classes, can start the weekend 1 day earlier from others. LoLz. but, got pros and cons too. the horrible thing is i totally have no idea how am i supposed to spend the long weekend with 'productive' things.

today, i spent the next 5 hours after i woke up staring at the laptop and surfed the net. browsing an interesting forum esp the gossip ones, and idk... facebook-ing... watsoever.

anyway, i had a dream last night and it makes me cry when i woke up. OMG! i can't blv tt i actually cried over a dream. well, maybe it's bcoz i met my grandma in my dream. miss her so much... she still like scolding people even in the dream though. hahaha. may she Rest in Peace and God always be with her everyday. She must be happy now when she can see her grandsons n grand daughter all grown up, some of them even have got a son or two. She was a great grandmother finally :)


i've been craving for sushi and Lay's the past week. i had 4 sushi meal (2 of them are buffet), and 4 big packets of Lay's Original during these days. I still can't get enough of those two. Diet is totally not in my dictionary nowadays.





Friends keep asking if I'm going back to my hometown in this coming Chinese New Year. FYI, I'm gonna have these 17 days holiday for it. hahaha. all ppl i told abt this can only shocked. anyway, i don't have any plans to go back Indo these year, and that means sticking up in Singapore probably a greater idea. LoLz.






Idk what happenned, suddenly I really fed up of keep going back to Indo and slack around there. I guess I'll miss my Ang Bao again this year. Last year I remember I didn't go back Indo on CNY too leh. but my relatives passed the ang bao to my Mom, then she passed to me in Spore. hahaha. Quite disappointed, coz I expect all of them to be in $$$, but they were all in Rupiah. haizzz...


My fave song this week is : Apologize by Timbaland feat. One Republic.


Anyway, I just found my High School Pictures taken days after the final exams...(2006).
and some friends wrote notes about me... you know... the memories... and when i read it now, it makes me smile. well, time flies, don't they ?




hugz,
myc.

Sunday, January 13

true-oh-oh-egg (2008)

*leaving 2007 behind and facing up the 2-oh oh-8...*

As the first twelth days of 2--8 have passed, nth much in my life has yet to change.

School has been more difficult these days in the degree program, and the full and not-enough-air-to-breath-due-to-the-crowd class have made the procedure of going to school - attending the lecture be more 'interesting'.

Chinese New Year is here in less than 1month, that's what my fren always remind me. but, it doesn't affect me at all, coz I won't be going home. that means, no family / friends gathering, no shopping for new clothes, no nice foods whatsoever.

Welcome to the world, Christawenca Hellen Wijaya - my cousin. a pretty little girl you shall grow up to be. :D

Oyeah, Nicole Richie and Christina Aguilera are just labouring too. Do they actually plan this out when they are making it ? They are even reportedly labouring at the very same hospital too. Anyway, Congratz!! More babies in this world will bring more joy to people around, though that means smaller space for all of us to move. LoLz. i loveeee babies.

Love, Peace & Joy. What a perfect world it will gonna be with these three.

What's on with me now ?
- Gossip Girl drama series.
- Hotel Dusk in my Nintendo DS Lite.
- Living without my Ipod is starting to driving me crazy. I Need Music !!!
- Mr. Kiasu comic book.
- Bunch of dirty clothes (waiting) to be washed.
- Havent attended any church masses since..... November. (no, i didn't attend it on xmas either).
- S.L.E.E.P.Y.


Sign out,
myc.