mentally refreshing

finally.. homesick deasease attacked me.

so, went back to my hometown for weekend. 1hr ferry + 1 hr flight from Batam (bonus 2hr flight delay) enough made me regret gg home tis weekend. super tired!

HOWEVER, i had great time in indo though for few days only lah. but that makes me do everything efficiently. rather than 2mths holiday in indo. do everything also lazy lazy one.

my nephew is getting taller n taller. very cute, and got more hair n teeth. still can't talk though. never mind.. slowly but sure. LoLz.

but terrible thing happenned on day 1. I stupidly fell down at my house. got quite a bruise on my knee. stupid Vincci slippery sandals. sigh!

so I surprised my best fren who happen to be still in Khuntien doing her holiday as well. and guess who kannah surprise more ? her Mom. hahaha. she almost faint when got see me in front of her house tt day. remember her face makes me laugh.

I kinda like a starving girl craving for food there. Eat 1 meal, 30mins later got hungry again. so, between 1-4pm, we had 2big meals, and 2 small meals like ice cream and otah. yummy!

went back home, kannah stomach ache. shit! i think got something wrong with the ice in my drink lah. maybe they dont use proper water to make the ice. next time shud juz order mineral water.

today come back to Spore.. jia lart ! i was the LATEST passenger of the flight. very phai seh. the whole 1 flight passengers all waiting for... guess who ? ME! ehh, not my fault lah. usually indo flight always delay mah. who knows todae one got so on time ?

so, i ran ard the airport like crazy. dont know why so LATE. ooh, i know. my mom drive so slowwwww..... hahaha. we still had a long relax chit chat in the car. while when reached airport, i must run like crazy people ? hahaha.

then reached Harbour Front, rushed home to put my luggage + frozen food, and rush to school. i dont know ppl will call me stupid or wad..rush school at 4.40, when the clazz ends at 5 ?

no lah..coz i MUST sign the attendance. can't 'skip' anymore. somemore, it'z the lecturer who always calling out foreign students' name to answer her qtn. and she got called my name todae, when i wasn't there. lalalala.

overall, i had great weekend. but must make sure, wont do it again. coz it costs a lot!

and the only positive thing about this is : i managed to sleep at 10pm for 3nites in Indo. and it felt so great. provided i always sleep at 8am here. *mentally exhausted*

hang around

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*hugz*
myc.

badminton is fun

my Mom wk me up todae by calling me as early as 2pm. i surprise her by answering her call while i still SLEEPING.

about my plan to gg back Indo this weekend, i think i shd postpone it first. coz, cant be tt irresponsible with school project. Monday is the deadline for Risk Mgmt&Insurance project leh. so, can't leave lah..

it's okay. i'll try to entertain myself, juz in Spore.

Investment test on Thursdae.. killing me! 40% mark give me so much burden. hope can do well, Amien.

My revision energy is wasted for last Monday test liao. no more power! *recharge recharge*

How i love playing badminton. coz juz in that moment when i'm playing, i can forget all problems in the world.


Just give me time to think.
I doubt I can think clearly now.
I will contact you all later.
Afterall, I hope I am the one to be blame.
Cause that would means,
this friendship can still be the way it used to be.
I Hope!


*friends sucks, but i love them*
myc.

wad is a friend ?

I don't know what happenned to me these few days. everytime i wake up, open my eyes, i feel so angry about everything. so furious. i feel like curse everyone i can think of. or even kick their ass !!!

is this due to stress level coz of test n project ? i don't think so. because I feel quite fine about that. well, not really fine... but still okay one lah.

for one second i'm thinking of going back to Indo after the test. because I can't tahan of this pressure in my brain. not the study pressure. but it's juz got one thing that makes me so furious, and I hope I can let it go - by going back to Indo and meet my family.

suddenly I miss my home so much. I miss the 'crowd'. ooh, plz dont make me homesick anymore... not at this time when test and project is on the line.

when the test on Thursday is over I hope I come normal again. otherwise, i really will go home maybe for weekend.

it's 3.30am already. still need to do more revision before the 2pm test. God bless BDEFT. hopefully everyone can do the test well. amien.

i warn you not to steal my idea. you rejected it, you have no right to use it, not even a tiny bites.
i will do what i plan to do. with or without you. grown up, plz !!! @$$ #0L3 !!!
please don't pretend like there is nothing happenned, and SMS me doing you 'laughing' like that. such a coward.

well, i think i have misinterpreted this frenship amongst us. while i always think you are all my life, i just found out that you all only think friend is just friend. not more.
all efforts i have given for this relationship... i guess it's all means nothing for you.
i was so stupid.
but now, don't expect me to be that stupid girl who always do the best for you all anymore. i have changed my prespective. the way i see friendship, it's all different now.

now i've learned my lesson. friendship is hope + disappoinment. now the first is gone, the latter still. it left a wound. when will the wound healed ?


myc.

Merdeka, Indonesia...

17 aug, 2007

happy national day for indonesia... 62yrs old huh ? hope can be better in evthing. :)

got event for the national day at SIM. planned to join, but wk up too late. :(
coz i heard they got watch indo movie together lah. i want to watch tt movie. Naga Bonar Jadi 2.

class test on Mondae n Thurs, but brain still empty.

fpc project also haven started anything yet. so chimmmmm...dun even understand the qtn. i think it's abt the FAA thingy. but my brain is damn empty abt tt thing lah.

try fixing my sleeping hours. can die fast leh..if i slp at 8am evdae. haiz...

hungry hungry hungry. how come yea ? juz had my supper like 2-3hrs ago leh. stupid stomach lah. btw, the 'i forget the name' cafe at Holland V is quite nice leh... love it.

got firework today. but as ussual, none of my fren want to go. lazy to squeeze they say. but it's very nice wad, i juz love firework. still have it tom night. but dun think i'll go though. so sad.

wad is the best bday present for yr best fren who's in long distance yea ? shud i send her sth special ??? but no idea wad's tt gonna be. 'idea' plz comes....soon!!!!





sorry,
sorry for arising that question
sorry for making you feel it
sorry for making you say it
actually i just want to tell you another story
but suddenly you say that silly thing
it makes me feel so guilty

i don't think i can do it
i never even think about it
i've tried to, but i can't

if i'm such a bad
i think i'll do it though
i don't think i'm willing to do it
because i know it's not what i need
not what i want

don't want to hurt you
don't want to do mistake
don't want to regret it
will this make you sad ?
say so much,
i don't know how to say no anyway
(myc)


*hugz*
myc

great time

joining the Indonesian embassy's event at Ngee Ann City-Civic Plaza for two days on Sat n Sundae. great time i had there. suffer with my back pain after playing Badminton on Friday though.



went to chalet on Monday at East Coast. cycle cycle cycle there. eat heaty food till got sore throat now. and stay awake until 8am... and now i juz wk up. LoL.

i salute Grace for the fully-charged power the whole nite. the Bedok Jetty is awesome. i still amazed! had great time there. quote of tt day : "against the wind". LoL.

FSB project is deadline on 15th. hope can finish. :)

my best frens are coming on October. yay! can celebrate my bday with my deary frens. though e exam will also be celebrated on tt day. :(

jia you.

*hugz*
myc.

4 u - eps.2

"Littlest Things"

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

[www.lyrics.com]