xmas shopping

it's been long time since the last time i opened my blogger, but now suddenly it turned out to be in Bahasa Indonesia mode. *weirdo*. there must be sth wrong with the settings or watever.

anyway, it's still holiday mood and Christmas is coming. yay! i juz love xmas.

but here I am still in Singapore, far far away from my family. well, I was there last month till I got so damn bored without my friends there, and decided to get back here to do the graduation and enrollment .

yess, I'll have my Diploma graduation next Mondae. didn't feel like coming till my mom asked me to. so here I am, waiting for the grad day, and will go back to Jakarta the next day.

ZoukOut is on Sat, and I'll be going with my frens. *broke*.

Nothing to do in Spore before the grad day. spending my time by hanging out with some frens in Orchard and movies. the Christmas decorations there are damn amazing. I've been planning out to capture some moments there, but I couldn't find my camera. damn it! Can't even remember if it is in my room here or I left it in Indo.

...
Santa Claus is coming
to town...

Everyone is doing their Xmas shopping. Thinking of getting one or two for my beloved cousins in Jakarta, though I'm totally broke now. haiz.

or I should juz get sth in Jakarta for them. that will be easier I guess...

Enjoy yr Christmas Shopping, and don't forget my Xmas present, k ?
Ho..Ho..Ho...

hugz,
myc.

indo = boring ???

indo equals to

- boringgggggggggg

- slackingggggggggg

no productive life here.

dunno must happy or sad.

happy exam for all of you,
myc.

holiDAY

"...Libur tlah tiba
Libur tlah tiba
Hore
Hore
Hore!..."

Holiday is here. got plenty of stuff i PLAN to do. but... if i'm gg back to Indo soon, all the plan will gone. hahaha.

we'll see looo...

hugz,
myc.

wish

I miss my family and my best friends.

This is the second year I celebrate my bday without them.

My bday wish for this year is for them to be here with me NOW.

I miss all of them so much.

It's not a birthday without them.

will my wish come true ? don't think so.

I really miss you all so much.

Love,
myc.

Love this songs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svdAtYtYzi4

tension

1 paper is done this morning. still have 3 more left.

i smell sth bad is coming coz my body is not feeling well today. lack of sleeping. stress. too much pressure. tension.

tom is the paper i hate most. the beloved Accouting. i still have no idea why i took the business course in the first place when i don't like Accounting this much.

i hope this exam week will pass quickly. but don't think so, coz we still have Weekend, and the last paper is on Tues.

my body must TAHAN. i will suffer more and more if i fell sick during this week. *choy! touch wood*.

OMG. i think i'll go sleep now, and wk up later at 11+ and hopefully i'll feel better.

ciao,
myc.

my bday pressie

okaey, let's forget about mugging for a couple of mins. i'm just too happy to mug right now.

i've juz received bday pressie from my best frens. it's gorgeous. fantastic. awesome. remarkable.

thank you for remembering, although it's too early, but .. the bday mood is here, guyz. i love you.
special thx to Marisa yg katanya uda lembur ampe jam 4am buat bikin artwork nya. drop dead gorgeous.

muggerzzzzz

mugging mugging mugging is wad i'm doing these few days.



exams are near by 2days.


24hr is used only for :
- sleeping (charging energy)
- eating
- revision
- online

life is too short to do these things ONLY. i hate my life.


i hate you.
you make my life suffer.
but i fvkin enjoy it.
my life will be meaningless,
without you.
please stay here,
i need you.


myc.

budget

okaey, so I'm doing Accounting subject this sems. and it's about Budgetting. but, why am I so terrible in budgetting in real life also??? *in study life... nothing to say!! totally bad!!!*

dinner with Marisa today. claim that my budget for today is $10. but reached the Pasta Waraku's door, see the menu... nothing less than $12.80 for main course..and I still went in.

it's not the only one...

told my fren that my budget for the coming BEP concert is $100. but after I saw the seat allocation for $100 is quite far from the stage.. I juz told her "actually $150 is still fine". OMG!!!

why can't I juz have a stand ??? fickle-minded me !!! hate it hate it. must change !!!

myc.

study break in Indo ?

sooo... today juz cme bck from Jakarta. super tired.

the flight was delayed ard 30mins which is enuff to piss me off. well b'sides tt, the bad mood is there when my lil cute cousin wk me up at 7. i still sleepy.. until now.

had great times in Jakarta with all my cousins. love them soooo much. playing ard wif them evdae.



great games..


Bowling, anyone ?


arriving@ hotel Shangrila


ready for a swim


@ hotel room



the prince


her bikini is damn cute



hangin ard by the pool


the oldies no swim ???


@my couz bday


ok, so the idea of doing my revision in Indo is definitely a bad idea. proven ! all my notes are still inside my bag until the very last day I'm there. jia lart !!!

today elies told me tt exam is in 9 days... kan ciong already. but still can't focus yet. plz plz plz. i need some motivation !!!






loveD.

missED.

huggED.

dreamED.

it's all gone.


thx to you.
:)

myc

study break ?

Study break is ON since a week ago.

our last lecture for this Diploma course was ended with Daniel Tan's FPC class with presentation by few groups. BDEFT rocks !!!

my revision is not doing well. the mood is not there yet. OMG!!! i need more and more motivation. jia you !!!

4 papers will start on oct 11. the war will be ON, man. all the best for BDEFT folks. :)

enjoy yr 'holiday' !!!

myc.

Everytime We Touch Cascada lyrics

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side
http://lyrics.com/lyric.php?id=9042&Songs=Everytime_We_Touch

DHL - highest quality in logistics ???

So, I want to complain abt DHL. they charge you with a high fee in reason that they are providing a high quality service. HOWEVER, today, the company has not met this promise yet.

So, I scheduled a delivery for 11pm to my place. and until 3am now, I'm still sitting in my living room with my laptop and writing this post, and my packets are not here yet.

I've called the customer service around 00.30. instead of tracking my packets, he kept asking with some stupid question. in the end, he asked me to wait for a while, latest by 2.

FYI, my clock shows 2.55am now.

Is this what a customer get after paying for a so-called expensive delivery service by DHL ? I'd rather use another delivery svc provider like Sing-Post. They can do much better than DHL I believe, with a much lower price.

So, this is just a complaint from one of the DHL customer who called themselves a global delivery service watsoever. Hopefully it can performs better next time.

cheers,

myc.

embassy

Good Morning.

wah..quite proud tt i have some 'morning' posts in my blogs these few days. yea, today is Saturday, and I don't know why I wk up at 5 again today.

ytd done my presentation, tt means this sems project left only the FPC report. yay!

got some things to do today. going to the Embassy and I think got a seminar there also. forget what time.

plan to go JB tomorrow, but Marisa still not sure if she can make it anot. (hopefully can!).

k lah, i think i'll try to go back sleeping again. still early...

myc.

earthquake

Good Morning, World.

Sooooo happy. today wk up at 5am !!! tt means, my sleeping hours is NORMAL last night. My smile can not be wider than this. Been such a long time haven't had this feeling of normal sleeping hours. Usually I also awake at this time. But that one is because I Haven't Sleep.

but Today is Different. I WAKE UP at 5 leh... that is SUPER Fantastic !

I was toooooo tired last night coz ytd only got 3hrs sleeping. some more my body ache because of ytd Badminton. so, last night I really enjoyed my sleeping. LoLz.

Wake up today and rush to make the ppt slides for tomorrow presentation. Later got group meeting, must show them my slides mah..

Well, I'm done with the slides and speech (I think!). So, I can slack until around 10.

Today is the lecturer I hate most, Mr. the-whole-class-don't-know-his-name !!! I shall call him Mr. Uncle with due respect. *peace*. I think I'll score very low for the topics covered by him.

Can I still slack until this week ?? Please... Hello, exam is 1 month away leh! shall I say : 'it's still v long' or 'it's coming' ??

Heard that ytd got another earthquake in Jakata. aiyo... Indonesia so swayyyy lah. My cousin told me like.. she was having shower when the earthquake happenned. So, her fren knocked her doors, ask her to hurry coz got earthquake. So, she hurrily wear her clothes, and run from 19th to 10th floor by Stairs !!! the whole building is evacuated for a moment. Thx God nothing happenned to the Taman Anggrek Apartment.

If i were her, maybe I'll stunned for 30secs in the bathroom. or maybe break into tears in the bathroom and no dare to get out. hahaha.

*happy*
myc.

My theory

Now, the result is here and the decision is made.

I'm not going with you.

Sorry.

Enjoy!

Today went to play badminton. Now i kannah super ache all over my body. from head to toe. really!

Tomorrow still got super early group meeting, preparing for presentation on Friday. ache and sore throat must have gone by Fri morning.

Unexpected result for the tests. Shall study more and more. Although I think I am spending my 3 years of life doing all these with 1 purpose only. A piece of paper called Certificate.

I believe in learning from practising lah. I'm not a kind of Theory people also. All of these shit are totally for formality only.

Compare the successful Millionaire who graduates from university with those who dont!!! What for you tell me to do this and that...how it works and another shit, while you won't even let me touch the thing ???

*pissed-off*
myc.

dark still

Well I'm still searching
I'm still looking
I'm still thinking
and I'm still waiting

Waiting for the light
to leave this dark
It is very dark
that I am blinded

For it will guides me
to a small tiny white
I will spot it
the rightful, I will figure

For my sacrifices
For my pleasure
For your passion
For your heart

Will it be worth it
I lost my mind
(myc)

Indonesian Art Festival 2007

okae, so juz reached home. watched Indonesian Art Festival at SP juz now. the show ends at 12am leh.

but, i feel like SCREAMING now...

the show was TOO GREAT.

all performances worth more than $15 !!!

the guest star : TOMPI is a-w-e-s-o-m-e !!! his Balonku single is so cooL...

i'll give another applause for Tari Saman - traditional dance from Aceh and Tari Kecak - from Bali. standing applause for both !!!

Video for Tari Saman : http://youtube.com/watch?v=87ZIfpL9nSk
Video for Tompi : http://youtube.com/watch?v=ylMbi_UJvmc
both copyrighted by Siannie aka cyan aka c-cret.

thx for Vale, Ndru, Cyan for watching with me. special appearance by Djong.

I juz know tt this Event is held like once in two years. so, feel so lucky can watch it now.




with Vale at IAF

Btw, after the show ends, 5 of us were hungry. so, thinking of makan at Makansutra near esplanade there. guess wad, we find a cab tt wants to carry 5 of us. in SINGAPORE leh! thumbs up for the Uncle lah. hahaha. thx, uncle. although u got scared also. lucky we dont kannah fine $200. :p


*hugz*
myc.

normal meal

Flu sucks. ruin my mood. ruin my day.

i just know how hard it is to walk a normal life. 3 meals a day. breakfast, lunch, dinner. it's HARD! alarms set at 8am, 12pm, 6pm. it's TOUGH!
what time should i have my lunch, when my breakfast is at 11 ?

no lecture today. hooray... i wonder.. why would i wk up so early when got no clazz today ? this flu is killing me. give me headache. want to slp, but can not!!! sian.

gg to Indonesian Art Festival this evening. i think it starts at 7.30pm. fun fun fun !!!




Will you be SAD ?
Will you expect it ?
In my head,
I want to let you suffer
but deep down my heart,
I really want to make you happy
so..
Will you be SAD,
if i will not be there ?
Will you ?
(myc)


*hugz*
myc

mentally refreshing

finally.. homesick deasease attacked me.

so, went back to my hometown for weekend. 1hr ferry + 1 hr flight from Batam (bonus 2hr flight delay) enough made me regret gg home tis weekend. super tired!

HOWEVER, i had great time in indo though for few days only lah. but that makes me do everything efficiently. rather than 2mths holiday in indo. do everything also lazy lazy one.

my nephew is getting taller n taller. very cute, and got more hair n teeth. still can't talk though. never mind.. slowly but sure. LoLz.

but terrible thing happenned on day 1. I stupidly fell down at my house. got quite a bruise on my knee. stupid Vincci slippery sandals. sigh!

so I surprised my best fren who happen to be still in Khuntien doing her holiday as well. and guess who kannah surprise more ? her Mom. hahaha. she almost faint when got see me in front of her house tt day. remember her face makes me laugh.

I kinda like a starving girl craving for food there. Eat 1 meal, 30mins later got hungry again. so, between 1-4pm, we had 2big meals, and 2 small meals like ice cream and otah. yummy!

went back home, kannah stomach ache. shit! i think got something wrong with the ice in my drink lah. maybe they dont use proper water to make the ice. next time shud juz order mineral water.

today come back to Spore.. jia lart ! i was the LATEST passenger of the flight. very phai seh. the whole 1 flight passengers all waiting for... guess who ? ME! ehh, not my fault lah. usually indo flight always delay mah. who knows todae one got so on time ?

so, i ran ard the airport like crazy. dont know why so LATE. ooh, i know. my mom drive so slowwwww..... hahaha. we still had a long relax chit chat in the car. while when reached airport, i must run like crazy people ? hahaha.

then reached Harbour Front, rushed home to put my luggage + frozen food, and rush to school. i dont know ppl will call me stupid or wad..rush school at 4.40, when the clazz ends at 5 ?

no lah..coz i MUST sign the attendance. can't 'skip' anymore. somemore, it'z the lecturer who always calling out foreign students' name to answer her qtn. and she got called my name todae, when i wasn't there. lalalala.

overall, i had great weekend. but must make sure, wont do it again. coz it costs a lot!

and the only positive thing about this is : i managed to sleep at 10pm for 3nites in Indo. and it felt so great. provided i always sleep at 8am here. *mentally exhausted*

hang around

736227-737198

*hugz*
myc.

badminton is fun

my Mom wk me up todae by calling me as early as 2pm. i surprise her by answering her call while i still SLEEPING.

about my plan to gg back Indo this weekend, i think i shd postpone it first. coz, cant be tt irresponsible with school project. Monday is the deadline for Risk Mgmt&Insurance project leh. so, can't leave lah..

it's okay. i'll try to entertain myself, juz in Spore.

Investment test on Thursdae.. killing me! 40% mark give me so much burden. hope can do well, Amien.

My revision energy is wasted for last Monday test liao. no more power! *recharge recharge*

How i love playing badminton. coz juz in that moment when i'm playing, i can forget all problems in the world.


Just give me time to think.
I doubt I can think clearly now.
I will contact you all later.
Afterall, I hope I am the one to be blame.
Cause that would means,
this friendship can still be the way it used to be.
I Hope!


*friends sucks, but i love them*
myc.

wad is a friend ?

I don't know what happenned to me these few days. everytime i wake up, open my eyes, i feel so angry about everything. so furious. i feel like curse everyone i can think of. or even kick their ass !!!

is this due to stress level coz of test n project ? i don't think so. because I feel quite fine about that. well, not really fine... but still okay one lah.

for one second i'm thinking of going back to Indo after the test. because I can't tahan of this pressure in my brain. not the study pressure. but it's juz got one thing that makes me so furious, and I hope I can let it go - by going back to Indo and meet my family.

suddenly I miss my home so much. I miss the 'crowd'. ooh, plz dont make me homesick anymore... not at this time when test and project is on the line.

when the test on Thursday is over I hope I come normal again. otherwise, i really will go home maybe for weekend.

it's 3.30am already. still need to do more revision before the 2pm test. God bless BDEFT. hopefully everyone can do the test well. amien.

i warn you not to steal my idea. you rejected it, you have no right to use it, not even a tiny bites.
i will do what i plan to do. with or without you. grown up, plz !!! @$$ #0L3 !!!
please don't pretend like there is nothing happenned, and SMS me doing you 'laughing' like that. such a coward.

well, i think i have misinterpreted this frenship amongst us. while i always think you are all my life, i just found out that you all only think friend is just friend. not more.
all efforts i have given for this relationship... i guess it's all means nothing for you.
i was so stupid.
but now, don't expect me to be that stupid girl who always do the best for you all anymore. i have changed my prespective. the way i see friendship, it's all different now.

now i've learned my lesson. friendship is hope + disappoinment. now the first is gone, the latter still. it left a wound. when will the wound healed ?


myc.

Merdeka, Indonesia...

17 aug, 2007

happy national day for indonesia... 62yrs old huh ? hope can be better in evthing. :)

got event for the national day at SIM. planned to join, but wk up too late. :(
coz i heard they got watch indo movie together lah. i want to watch tt movie. Naga Bonar Jadi 2.

class test on Mondae n Thurs, but brain still empty.

fpc project also haven started anything yet. so chimmmmm...dun even understand the qtn. i think it's abt the FAA thingy. but my brain is damn empty abt tt thing lah.

try fixing my sleeping hours. can die fast leh..if i slp at 8am evdae. haiz...

hungry hungry hungry. how come yea ? juz had my supper like 2-3hrs ago leh. stupid stomach lah. btw, the 'i forget the name' cafe at Holland V is quite nice leh... love it.

got firework today. but as ussual, none of my fren want to go. lazy to squeeze they say. but it's very nice wad, i juz love firework. still have it tom night. but dun think i'll go though. so sad.

wad is the best bday present for yr best fren who's in long distance yea ? shud i send her sth special ??? but no idea wad's tt gonna be. 'idea' plz comes....soon!!!!





sorry,
sorry for arising that question
sorry for making you feel it
sorry for making you say it
actually i just want to tell you another story
but suddenly you say that silly thing
it makes me feel so guilty

i don't think i can do it
i never even think about it
i've tried to, but i can't

if i'm such a bad
i think i'll do it though
i don't think i'm willing to do it
because i know it's not what i need
not what i want

don't want to hurt you
don't want to do mistake
don't want to regret it
will this make you sad ?
say so much,
i don't know how to say no anyway
(myc)


*hugz*
myc

great time

joining the Indonesian embassy's event at Ngee Ann City-Civic Plaza for two days on Sat n Sundae. great time i had there. suffer with my back pain after playing Badminton on Friday though.



went to chalet on Monday at East Coast. cycle cycle cycle there. eat heaty food till got sore throat now. and stay awake until 8am... and now i juz wk up. LoL.

i salute Grace for the fully-charged power the whole nite. the Bedok Jetty is awesome. i still amazed! had great time there. quote of tt day : "against the wind". LoL.

FSB project is deadline on 15th. hope can finish. :)

my best frens are coming on October. yay! can celebrate my bday with my deary frens. though e exam will also be celebrated on tt day. :(

jia you.

*hugz*
myc.

4 u - eps.2

"Littlest Things"

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

[www.lyrics.com]

SIM lib

class is over 1 hour ago, but i still stuck at skul library. waiting for Ms.Marisa lah. we plan to go to Chinatown after this, but here i am now still waitin for her. c got her singin club thing lah. haiz.

i'm starving. reach Chinatown plan to eat Kolo Mee already. been dying to eat tt since last week. haiz. i want to eat beef stew at Lucky Plaza too. haiz. so many to eat, so little money i hv.

tonight must clean up my room coz mom's comin tomorrow. also must continue project leh. coz famz comin, got no time to do leh. must submit e final draft on sundae. haiz. btw, i 4get wad to do leh. ratio again, huh ?

i hate Jason lah. he bluff me like shit todae.

planned to chat wif my best fren for these few days. but it's always i can't make it lah. so sorry yea, pui. hahaha. maybe next week ?

got this indo events coming. got briefing also tis sat or sundae. dunno can mk it anot leh.

finally, marisa text me.

*read sms*

haiz, c asked me to wait another mins. almost done ? ooh, girl. u must treat me Kolo Mee for this. i'm starvin to death. if my stomach 'shouting' in this library how ? quiet place like this, can hear the 'screaming' easily leh.

haiz...

my hair looks terrible. but can't cut it anymore lah. it's too short alrdy. jia lat. can't do anythin bout it. :(

i need to buy hairpin lah.

finally tomorrow is Den Minoque's last day. i hate tt lecturer leh. actly he's nice lah. but somehow he juz can't teach. he keep complaining abt our evalution abt him from last sems. but i dunno why, SIM still use him, or shd I say RMIT ? coz he's the foreign lecturer wad.

i think he remembers my name. die liao. and e bad news is he remb me as e troublemaker in claz ? i talk, but i also listen to ur lecture wad. haiz. hope he didn't gimme a bad evaluation during the end of sems 3. amien. :)

marisa hasn't finshed. ooh...

*hugz*
myc.

"feel like Mary, and act like Martha"

went to JB last saturdae. v happy coz get 2new shoes and 1 bag, and some other stuffs. :)

todae went to Balestier to try e chicken rice. they told me it's v nice there, but.. i think it tastes Normal Chicken Rice. hahaha. as in, got no diff wif e one in clementi lah.

got indonesian mass todae at St.Bernadette church. but cant catch wad e priest sayin, his indonesian lang is ... humh... not clear! my fren even fall asleep during e mass. bah!

project stop progressing. dunno wad to do anymore.

i miss playing badminton.

btw, find 1 new indonesian resto in Lucky Plaza, it's Ayam Bakar Ojolali. damn nice! super! i still miss the rawon. i had it for 2 days in a row. super nice!!!
so, e english for Empek-empek is Fish Cake hor... juz noe leh.

why never c u online again ?

quite bored wif msn and ym alrdy.

mom n bro is comin next fri. nice!

*hugz*,
myc

4 u

Terbaik Untukmu
by Tangga

Aku sadar kalau kini
Kita sudah smakin menjauh
Sempat aku berpikir ini
Kau yg menginginkannya
Lepas dari pelukku

*Oh kini aku sadari
Ini salahku
Tak ingin ku terlambat dan sesali

Maafkanlah bila ku selalu
Membuatmu marah dan benci padaku
Kulakukan itu semua
Hanya untuk buatmu bahagia

Mungkin ku cuma tak bisa pahami
Bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku
Aku cuma ingin jadi
Terbaik Untukmu

Aku ingin kau tetap di sini bersamaku
Jangan Pergi
Berikan satu kesempatan
Untuk ku membuktikan
sesungguhnya cintaku

Happy Bdae to 3 of You

gg to movies todae after lecture. got watched Harry Potter. it was kinda long movie leh. 2hr sth. and i can't catch wad they're speaking coz got no english subtitle, and they got this British accent. quite hard to catch wad they're saying.

overall, watchin Daniel's body is quite entertaining though. he is quite SHORT leh compare to his frens thr. but he got the most beautiful body !!!



went to hv Hongkong Cafe in Cineleisure b4 the movie. the food is quite okae lah. coz e noodle is more 'Indonesian' one. so, it's quite nice. then the drink is nice. 4got e name..i think it's sumthing like Ying Yong sumthing. it's mixed of Tea+Coffee+milk. taste damn nice. they mixed it perfectly !! recommended !

got nth much to do todae. the lecture is quite '......' humh... wad is the correct word yea... say, okae ? hahaha. there're quite a lot of formula lah. and find out the exam will be held on my Bdae. dunno muz happy anot leh. hahaha. dat means our Holiday will be around tt date also lah.

will he come ? i wonder.

planning to go to JB tis week for anotha Vincci. (oops, another ones ???) hahaha. too bad the Discount ends tis July 15th alrdy in M'sia. but nv mind. as long as it's Vincci, I dun mind. :P

projects are not progressing tt much. but quite okae alrdy. hopefully can finish it NOT at the last mins. *jia you*. but the CPF thingy really doesn't interest me at all.

all my frens are GATHERING in Khuntien. it's not fair. they come home only few days after I went back to Spore. haiz. however, ENJOY !!! *hugz*.

no idea wad to do after blogging. it's only 1.30am.

Happy Bithday to my THREE dearly cousins who got the same birthday. Ella, Rika, and Lovelyn. I LOVE YOU ALL !! and all the best for all of you. GBU.

hugz,

myc.

awesome video

I Love VILIA !!! she juz made us a very awesome Video posted at youtube.

it was the whole package of friendship memory of six of us. did I say Memory ? hahaha.

no lah..it was when we were at High School Memory.

Got Vilia, Marisa, Vionni, Winda, Handa, and mE !!!

let me pass the link :
http://youtube.com/watch?v=cpAtM5jCfn4

Juz let me noe your comment there.

You're Pitiful

"You're Pitiful"

My life is brilliant
What? Was I too early?
Sorry.
You wanna start over?
Keep Going?
Ok.
Now? Now?

My life is brilliant
Your life’s a joke
You’re just pathetic
You’re always broke
Your homemade Star Trek Uniform
Really ain’t impressin me
You’re sufferin from delusions of adequacy

You’re pitiful
You’re pitiful
You’re pitiful it’s true
Never had a date
that you couldn’t inflate
And you smell repulsive, too
What a bummer being you

Well you just can’t dance
And forget romance
Everybody you know still calls you “Farty Pants”
But you always have a job
Well I mean
As long as you still can work that Slurpee machine

You’re pitiful
You’re pitiful
You’re pitiful it’s true
You’re half undressed
Eating chips off your chest
While you’re playin Halo 2
No ones classier than you

La, la, la, la,
la, la, la ,la,
la, la, la, la
Loser!

You’re pitiful
You’re pitiful
You’re pitiful it’s true
You’re dog would much rather
play fetch by itself
You still live with your mom and you’re 42
Guess you’ll never grow a clue
Well it just sucks to be you



Check out the video :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLazcdE3r2s

1 year in Singapore....

finally... can get back to blogger, after forgetting my blogger password for quite some time. LoL.

had come back to spore since last fri, and school started on this Mon as well.

and the fun thing is.. it is Accounting being our first subject of the week. OMG!!! i hate accounting. the lecturer is quite cute though. :p

going to kL tomorrow night to meet my Mom. finally can shop wif her. :P i dying for Vincci in Malaysia. and also will try to find Kolo Mee in town.

Singapore Great Sale this year is not greater than the previous one. I expect got 50% Ipod again this year leh...but dun hv. :(

Haiz...spent too much already in this first week. broke broke broke.

Project starting.......

myc.

life in indo

been helpin my sister-in-law wif her new boutique these days. i juz know how tired being a shopkeeper is lehh... i tot it was fun. in fact, so boring. not to mention when u meet these kinds of 'irritating' not-gonna-be-customer.

smile, polite, be nice, etc.

but in fact, in my heart.. been cursing all of them. hahaha.

got nothing to do at home evdae but playing wif my cute little boy. omg! he's grown up. still can't speak though. only can say 'mamamamama' and laugh a lot wif his only 4 teeth.

laptop been dying lately. so rarely use mine, and prefer my bro's. juz realize i've lost so many photos of my best frens and i when we were in high school lehr. dunno who else got e copy.

a very happy bday to my best friend, Kole. being 19 now, huh ? grown up already. wish all ur dreams come true lah. jadi diva yah ?? haha.

1 am already. but not sleepy yet leh. die die. last nite slp at 5am (is it 'nite'?) because chat aka gossipin wif my best frens. LoL.

miss ya'll. come home soon. dun leave me here alone.

myc.

finally

finally back in Khuntien last night. stayed in Jakarta for almost 3 weeks before dat. damn tiring !

nothing much has changed here but my nephew who is getting cuter and cuter. love him so much. hahaha.

he's going to be 1yr old tomorrow, but he's opening his bday present now already. OMG! btw, he's so scared with the spider toy i got him. he cried when i gv it to him. haizz...

still watching Prison Break DVD now. Michael Scofield is damn cute...

accompanied my bro to watch Mr.Bean's Holiday tis afternoon. though hv watched it in Spore, but todae still laugh at Bean's funny act. he's a damn great actor. LoL.

it's gonna be a long long week for me in Khuntien. bcoz got no fren here. ev1 is still schooling in Jakarta, Jogja, and elsewhere. haizz... pity me !

but, hey ! it's Holiday. enjoy ajah...... :)

*hugz*
myc.

2wks in Jakarta

Finally get some free internet here in my cousin's place.

Btw, i'm still in Jakarta lehr. dying to go back to ma hometown lehr. i think gg back there next week. bcoz this Sat i'll go to Jogja first. yay! walk walk walk.

Gonna meet Handa A Pui in Jogja also got a relative's wedding party thr. not sure will join the reception anot. lazy lehr.

one of ma resolution in Indo has come true. i only makan makan makan evdae. OMG!!! i am like a damn pig rait now. zzzzz. but cant tahan lehr. foods damn nice.

try to keep maself at home evdae so that i dun hv to go out and eat more n more, but ev1 was like "maya, why no go out ???". zzzz. coz evtime go out, nv only stop in 1 place, there's got to be a lot of places i stopped only to EAT. die die.

quite bored also lehr in Jakarta. haizzz... evdae gg to shopping mall, instead of shopping, oweys go to the food court and dig up evthing they got there.

all my money only wasted on foods ???!!!!

oyea, so the next sems deadline payment is on July 2 ??? haizzz... my fren only gg back to Khuntien on June 30 and i already hv to leave ??? so sad.

*hungry*

still waitin for my cousin gg back from school and we're gg to hv steak todae. yay!!!

*hugz*
myc.

holiday is here

last nite managed to tidy up my room and packing.

it was the longest time i've ever taken for packing lehr. coz usually juz need ard 15mins for me to pack my stuff, but last nite i think i spent 1hour sumthin. zzz.

everything is not in order, dusty and my room was covered with papers. coz juz finished exam maaa..

talking bout exam, i think the worst paper is Macroeconomics. my brain was totally freezed on that paper lehr. fark lahr !

wake up quite early tis morning. dunno why. prolly coz too excited coz gg back to Jakarta todae. yay! i'm going to be in Indo in 7hrs time from now.

got quite a lof of baggages for todae's trip. going to smash on my bones later. zzz.

i need to enjoy the last spore chicken rice for these 2 months holiday.

btw, when will the third semester begin arr ??? is it on early July ???

i think ya'll notice about the news headlines in these recent days. about e shootings at Virginia Tech. i juz browse on some pictures on their candlelight vigil and i almost drop in tears lehr. it's very sad. may Lord bless all the victims and give strength for their family. amen.

anywae, hope can have another post when i'm in indo. because quite distracting lehr the internet there. very slow. can not utube.

oyea, my plans in indo :
- join english course
- join mandarin course
- makan ;
quality : yes
quantity : no
- watch movies
- watch Hanakimi
- play with my nephew
- and re-arrange my sleeping hours.

going to make a big surprise for someone in Jakarta. wait for me yea...

*hugz*
myc.

A Song by Michael Jackson..nice lyrics

"Cry"

[Verse 1]

Somebody shakes when the wind blows

Somebody's missing a friend, hold on

Somebody's lacking a hero

And they have not a clue

When it's all gonna end

[Verse 2]

Stories buried and untold

Someone is hiding the truth, hold on

When will this mystery unfold

And will the sun ever shine

In the blind man's eyes when he cries?

[Chorus:]

You can change the world (I can't do it by myself)

You can touch the sky (Gonna take somebody's help)

You're the chosen one (I'm gonna need some kind of sign)

If we all cry at the same time tonight

[Verse 3]

People laugh when they're feelin sad

Someone is taking a life, hold on

Respect to believe in your dreams

Tell me where were you

when your children cried last night?

[Verse 4]

Faces fill with madness

Miracles unheard of, hold on

Faith is found in the winds

All we have to do

Is reach for the truth

[Chorus]

And when that flag blows

There'll be no more wars

And when all calls

I will answer all your prayers

[Chorus x3]

Change the world

15 hrs sleeping

manage to slp for 15 hrs last night. satisfaction !!!

no feel to study for FP. somemore, it's weekend lehr.

fark FP !!!

i'm thinking of changing course lehr...

interested in Hospitality now...

i shud have known it before i assigned the Finance course.

shit !!!

haiz...

maya, don't think too much. focus on ur exam !!!!

*shud start packing things*

myc.

afternoon post

yea, 2 papers has finished... another 2 left. then next Tuesday by 1.15pm, all burdens for this semester will GONE...

going back to indo on Wed. yay!!

haven't slp well these past 2 nights. total only slp 2hrs lehr. die die die.



*panadol. chicken rice. coffee. hot Milo.* ==> my energy resources during the exam.



+ =





btw, i'm getting sick of McDonald. used to love it so much. but know, zzzzzzzzzz...... no no no more McD, plz...


can someone summarize FP module in one or two single paper ??? i hate to see the text book lehr. damn boring. damn wordy. farkkkkk!!!!!!


need to buy so many things to bring back to Indo lehr. got time anot hor ???


want to say SORRY from the very very deep deep down my heart to Vilia. it's my bad. i promise we're going to have fun either in Jakarta or in Khuntien with other friends, k ??? so sorry have to leave S'pore so early. it'z juz so sudden.



i miss Elies lehr.



so sleepy and tired... but can't (or don't want) to sleep. can i tahan until ard 9 pm ???


btw, this is my very first post at noon. *congratz myself*




luv,
myc.

4hrs51mins to Final Exam

yeeepeee... dunno why i hvnt slp while my first final exam this sems is gg to be held later @ 10am. scare if i slp now, later can't wake up how ??

but dunno can tahan anot leh, if no sleep. plan to stay awake until 8am, then got shower n go to school. zzz... but kinda slpy already now lehr. zzzzzzzz......

today paper is Manage Client Services. mugging for these two days to finish the whole lecture notes. *vomit*. my brain can't absorb anything anymore. it's too damn full already !!!

fark final exam !!!!!

high level of strezz...

BTW, tomorrow paper is ....... the beloved Commercial Law. though it's open book, but .... *faint*

*SLEEPY*

myc.

eye bag warnings !!!!!

Another EARLY post in my blog... it's 6am now in Spore... what am i doing that i hvn't slp at this time ? die lehr. these 2days can't slp lehr. zzz... feel so tired, but can't sleep !!!



eye-bag is getting bigger and darker....




juz finish my revision on Comm Law. dunno can't remember what i hv read anot lehr. lucky it's open book.


i'm going to do my Manage Client Services revision todae... zzz... i hvn't started anything lehr. can finish in two days anot horrr??? shoot!!!


Holiday is one week away... yay!!! can't wait to have lotza fun. Tuesday, plz come.


f**k for FP. i really really really damn give up !!!!!! fail then fail lor... mei you ban fa.... nothing i can do !!!!


myc.

staying overseas ???

humh... juz read Alex's blog. see his suffering to live in USA. o my god.. i mean... i think it's everyone's dream to live in America. and now, he's not happy to be there ? how come ?

now let's go back to Singapore. i also suffering here leh... is it our faith as international student ? to be in other peep's country and feel like some kind of Stranger here ?

i don't know...

realize maybe other frens in indon might think it's a great thing to study overseas. but do they know a greater joy is to study in your own country ? hahaha. can't believe i say that. i mean, despite to the high crime level in indon, i think my frens studying in jakarta there have less strezz level and more fun things to do.

maybe it's bcoz they speak the same language and have more common things to do. and one thing i love is : the TOGETHERNESS.

this things happenned to me last Sunday. it was Palm Sunday and i went to church with some of my indon frens from NTU. we didn't manage to get seat for 5 of us. when finally we found 3 seats, all of us decided to juz stand up during the whole long mass. and that's COOL!!!

KOMPAK!!!

back to the Suffering days overseas. however, i think we shud juz keep in mind the good points of being able to study here lehr. despite all the bloody damn suffering days, we also have great time living in other peep's country, right ??

Let's say...in S'pore, i can go to Orchard road to window-shopping on weekend, while when i'm in my hometown, maybe i'll juz go to Ayani Mega Mall...so, it's quite nice to stay in Singapore...

myc.

damn early in the morning

dunno why these few days can't sleep well lehr. only can slp like 2-4hrs li dat. like last nite. so happy can slp at 12am (it's damn early for me), but then wake up at 4am! OMG! can't slp anymore.

decided to revise on FP a while and end up wif blogging now. hahaha. ask me to study at dawn. u crazy or wad ?

last nite check on the Laozhabou (do i type it correctly ?) blogspot. damn funny lehr. btw, who is she ? reading her blog, i think she is some kind of Singapore actress ? sorry lehr. i rarely watch tv, so dunno abt the spore actress/actors.

today is public holiday. it's Good Friday. thinking of gg to church later. got tell Marisa to go to Good Shepherd lehr. but dunno if i will fall asleep later anot. hopefully not!

counting down the days... final exam is less than one week away. dunno if i'm ready anot. haven't finished studying. FP-fp-FP. i hereby declare that i hate FP. actually it's quite interesting lehr, but because of the UNinteresting Lecture(r), .... *u know wad i'm gg to say*.

btw, the exams will be held on 10am. i MUST fix my sleeping hrs already. maybe i'll start it on Mondae ? hahaha. since the first exam is on Thurs.

myc.

school library VS orchard road

VS

todae went to school, planned to study... in fact, only sit @ the library for 30mins, and rushed to Orchard. OMG! next week is my final exam and i still go to Orchard ???


dunno why my post now is in English. hahaha.

these few days got thunderstorm in Singapore. OMG! damn scared lehr. somehow i stay on 21st floor. OMG!!!

why i no study lehr ? die die die...

juz now got revise about Income Tax.. study until i feel buzzzzzzzzzz in my head... hahaha.

maya, plz, study !!!!!

A nice song by Alanis Morissette

"Thank U"

how bout getting off these antibiotics
how bout stopping eating when I'm full up
how bout them transparent dangling carrots
how bout that ever elusive kudo

thank you india
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence

how bout me not blaming you for everything
how bout me enjoying the moment for once
how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
how bout grieving it all one at a time

thank you india
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence

the moment I let go of it was the moment
I got more than I could handle
the moment I jumped off of it
was the moment I touched down
how bout no longer being masochistic
how bout remembering your divinity
how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
how bout not equating death with stopping

thank you india
thank you providence
thank you disillusionment
thank you nothingness
thank you clarity
thank you thank you silence

new blog

asik, gara2 bingung mao napaen, akhirnya decided to create a new blog...

www.alivestill.blogspot.com

jadi sekarang akan coba mentransfer cerita2 hidupkuw di sini...

asik, soalnya yg ini bisa taroh2 foto2... klow yg frenster kayaqnya kagak bisa deh.

ato mungkin bisa, tapi gw yg ga tau gimana caranya. hahaha.

foto ini sukses dipilih sebagai the first ever photo di blog baru gw. congratz !

*maaf, karena keterbatasan modal,

modEL yg dipakai hanya yg seadanya*

sering2 add comment yah...

luv,

myc